kal ho naa ho

how true. seriously. many of us know this, but we don't actually imply it.
i mean, we take life so casually, thinking we are forever gonna live. but no. i realised the importance of this sstatement only now. when a tragic trauma took over one of the dearest person i know. she maybe a doctor in our school but she was a wonderful friend to many. she lost her better half.
at the prayer she said "if you have to say 'love you' to someone, say it immediately. it takes just a call, a drive or a whatever. but say it. cause you don't know if you will ever get the chance again. you DON'T KNOW". you could see she meant every damn letter of this sentence.
that day, i felt so ashamed. cause all this while, here i was, living life like as though i had all the time in the world. which, i do not have. here i was, lazing around sleeping, eating, orkutting. when i'm supposed to be smiling, doing work, enjoying, SMILING.
and since that day, i've never shouted at my parents or argued with them, cause now i know how much they mean. i know their value now.
i now know the value of life.
anything, any minute can happen.
that is why it is so very important to smile and be a rockstar at whatever we do "everyday"(as robin sharma would put it).
it is not the death we fear, it is the time-span that has been asigned to us by the almighty, that we fear.
and this one is to every person who knows me well: i love you all. even if i don't talk to you that much, just know that, each one of you have really really made a difference in my life".