independance is something which i've always wanted.
someting which i recently have this sudden craving for.

i want to go out there, into this vast world and live by myself.
i've always dreamt of the kinda life where i have this small 1 bedroom house in New York with cute cute cuddly stuff in it. a life where i go to work everyday in a metro, drinking hot cappucino.
and meet big people and design clothes for them. and i've made it very clear to myself that i will NOT work under someone. i will be the someone. who will give orders and someone who will exude a certain charm and flair which will make people have respect for me.
and attend parties every saturday night, dancing dancing and sipping martini from this glasses.- and have a louis vittone bag with a prada sunshade.
and to be single. or have only one boyfriend, always.
and to face anything that comes my way. to have self-confidance. to be admired by many. and to be really famous and have all that jazz in life with heaps of excitement.

i just wanna go there, and be independant. without my parents telling me to come home early and to wear decent clothes.
without having my sister hogging the phone all day. without wasting my weekends to study for the monday tests.

i want that life. where i'll be all by myself. famous, rich, nice, friendly. where all that glitz and glitter and red carpets and interviews will come my way.

Haaaaa.