He made my eyes twinkle;
and melted my heart.

:>)

independance is something which i've always wanted.
someting which i recently have this sudden craving for.

i want to go out there, into this vast world and live by myself.
i've always dreamt of the kinda life where i have this small 1 bedroom house in New York with cute cute cuddly stuff in it. a life where i go to work everyday in a metro, drinking hot cappucino.
and meet big people and design clothes for them. and i've made it very clear to myself that i will NOT work under someone. i will be the someone. who will give orders and someone who will exude a certain charm and flair which will make people have respect for me.
and attend parties every saturday night, dancing dancing and sipping martini from this glasses.- and have a louis vittone bag with a prada sunshade.
and to be single. or have only one boyfriend, always.
and to face anything that comes my way. to have self-confidance. to be admired by many. and to be really famous and have all that jazz in life with heaps of excitement.

i just wanna go there, and be independant. without my parents telling me to come home early and to wear decent clothes.
without having my sister hogging the phone all day. without wasting my weekends to study for the monday tests.

i want that life. where i'll be all by myself. famous, rich, nice, friendly. where all that glitz and glitter and red carpets and interviews will come my way.

Haaaaa.

i've had a pretty normal life. when i say "normal" life, what i mean is, the usual one, with the ups and downs, mistakes and lessons, friendships and distance and the other stuff that comes attached.

along the way, i've learnt quite a lot. and some important ones, i would like to share-
1. never be friends with two rival groups. you're the loser.
2. never go behind a guy. you will lose your significance.
3. always think 7 times before you take an ultimate decision of your life. coz you really don't know what's in store for you.
4. don't at all be shy to say to someone how special he or she is to you. you don't know if you'll ever get the opportunity.
5. don't have many best friends. it can get really confusing.
6. never butter your parents before you ask for thie special-i-want-it-now thing. you'll never get it.
7. if you wanna bitch, bitch only to one person. not to many. coz again, you'll be the loser.
8. don't lose self-confidence. if you ever let go off that, there's no pint living to achieve your dream.
9. NEVER say sorry if it's not your fault. people will realise. if not sooner, definitely later.
10. life may seem to come to an end, but a new life will always blossom later.
11. don't care about teachers who think it's their job to rule our life. they need to fuck off, not you.
12. thee's absolutely no point in crying over someone who isn't the least bothered about you. dude, it's "YOUR" life, don't ever allow someone else ruin it.
13. if you have a fight with your best friend and if it's REALLY and TRULY not your fault, chuck it. coz they are bound to come back.
14. don't ever try to act smart and fight with your parents. coz they are the most precious gift god has gifted you. value them.
that's it for now. i'll keep updating this blog when i come across yet another lesson.
and if you've learnt any thing, you are more than welcome to post it in the comments section.

kal ho naa ho

how true. seriously. many of us know this, but we don't actually imply it.
i mean, we take life so casually, thinking we are forever gonna live. but no. i realised the importance of this sstatement only now. when a tragic trauma took over one of the dearest person i know. she maybe a doctor in our school but she was a wonderful friend to many. she lost her better half.
at the prayer she said "if you have to say 'love you' to someone, say it immediately. it takes just a call, a drive or a whatever. but say it. cause you don't know if you will ever get the chance again. you DON'T KNOW". you could see she meant every damn letter of this sentence.
that day, i felt so ashamed. cause all this while, here i was, living life like as though i had all the time in the world. which, i do not have. here i was, lazing around sleeping, eating, orkutting. when i'm supposed to be smiling, doing work, enjoying, SMILING.
and since that day, i've never shouted at my parents or argued with them, cause now i know how much they mean. i know their value now.
i now know the value of life.
anything, any minute can happen.
that is why it is so very important to smile and be a rockstar at whatever we do "everyday"(as robin sharma would put it).
it is not the death we fear, it is the time-span that has been asigned to us by the almighty, that we fear.
and this one is to every person who knows me well: i love you all. even if i don't talk to you that much, just know that, each one of you have really really made a difference in my life".