the wake up call.

i woke up with my eyes closed,

thinking it's going to be just 

another day.

and i opened the doors of my 

balcony, and allowed the morning air

to brush my face and wake me up

with the magic it casts.

and that's when i heard the sound of 

the rain,

my eyes opened in an instant,

and i saw two tiny feet

dancing, wearing pink shoes

and holding a hand which seemed

rather gigantic.

the song of the raindrops

took me through a journey,

and i realized what beauty IS.

and slowly... it stopped.

the rain was no more,

but i believe

the beauty still exists.

open your eyes,

let the morning air brush your face,

you'll see it-

right there, in your face.

hope.

my eyes are closed,

and i run and run

through the lush green

forest.

i can hear only the chirping of the

early bird, and the dance of

the crystal water.

and i continue to run.

when my eyes open,

i get stinged by the darkness,

but i can see a candle somehwere,

and i stop.

hope, there is some.

in front of me,

within you.

a girl's song.

you are what i see in the dark,
it's your hand which i want to
hold on to when i tremble and
fall,
i want to live my life with you,
i want to die seeing the tenderness
in your eyes,
it's not just a prayer that im
singing to you,
its a special song from the most
secretive place in my body-my heart.
i want you, baby.
dont you understand?
you are all that i have,
and you are all that i want.
i want you , baby.
dont you understand?

holding on

its been a year,
and i still can't believe it.

that morning-
when everything was perfect,
and everyone were merry,
and when the flow was just
setting in,
oh brother,
you waved good bye to us.

you started your journey
to the most divine destination,
and we, took the sharpest turn
of our lives.

yet, our heart is with you,
and our blood is one,
and we'll be together.
as always.

love you..

take me

as the day gets longer,
the night gets gloomier,
and i jus want to see the stars..

there's so much beauty-
yet to be discovered,
what am i doing here?

take me there,
up there,
where it's dark and
there's light,
and where i can the stars..

show me love,
show me beauty,
show me peace,
will you?

there's so much beauty-
yet to be discovered,
what am i doing here?

i currently want the following men.
for reasons which are beyond falling head over heels *wink*

1) surya.
rate: infinity on 5
i seem to fall in love with him everytime i see him on screen. especially in varanam aiyiram, in the train, when he sits opposite sameera reddy, speechless, n thumps his heart twice. i almost fell off my seat. no kidding.

2)purab kohli
rate: 4 on 5
he was at his best in the song "sinbad the sailor" in rock on. the solo part, where he plays the drums. AMAZING.

3) farhan akhtar
rate:4.5 on 5
he seems to know everything man. and, he is HOT. definitely.

4) hritik roshan.
rate:inifinity on 5
he's just.... WOW. i totally fell for him in jodhaa akbar. he's what not. he's everything.

5) siddarth
rate:3.5 on 5
because..he's that crush every girl has , n that cute naughty guy who would do foolish silly things. yeah.

6)neil nitin mukesh
rate:4.99 on 5
he's close. but he's the HOTTEST of the lot. why o why are men so hot i wonder whenever i look at him.

7) priyanka chopra's boyfriend in fashion.
rate:3.5 on 5
nice. ive started liking guys whose freakin names i do not know. but... he's too awesome, ya!

the list goes on.. but my maanam will go off. so i stop here.

:)

yours forever.

you gave light to my dreams,

you made me dance with the moon,

and you hugged me and said,

"you're all mine".

harry... my harry....
sometimes i wonder.. am i so worth it that ive got someone like you?
sometimes..i feel im the luckiest girl...
and i havent felt this much love...ever.

we started off by helping each other. that trip, the goa trip, i'll never forget. those times when we sat by the pool, deciding what to do with our *ahem* best friend, and then slowly the phone calls came in...
recess was always with you.. roaming around.. you were and are someone great to spend time with.
and slowly...you became my closest ever friend..and then came the time when we started calling each other best friends..and thats the time, our night phone conversations started...
we would talk for hours about everybody, everything, every place, and many many more... and when i keep the phone down, ill always remember another thing which i didnt telll you...;)
you always always warned me about whats right and whats wrong.. you never interfered in my decisions and did not advice me till it was required..and thats really wonderful.
you know me so well.. much better than what i know myself.. and you are the only person who'll tell me what my mistakes are so sweetly ["sweetheart...." ;) ]

till i met you, i didnt know what freindship actually meant,
till i met you, i didnt know what a good heart is,
till i met you, i didnt know a person could love someone else so much,

till i met you, i didnt know myself.
yes. its because of you that, today, im able to see the right from the good.
its because of you that, today, im smiling.
its because of you that, i look forward to another day.
its because of you that, today, i know how to spread love and cheer.

for all those times in hami, my house, night talks, small gifts, the time when u gave me a hug when u saw tears in my eyes,
for all those times when youve said "dont be angry...i love you no sweetheart",
and for all the times when you made me fall in love with you, myself, and the world,
and for all those times when you were there by my side, and made me feel special,

i can jus say , "thank you".

harry, you are truly the most special person in my life.

p.s :ITS NOT ABOUT PREFERENCES!!!!!