there are so many kinds of relationships.like, a mother-daughter relationship, a sister relationship, best friends relationships, boy-girl realtionship, husband-wife relationship.
out of all, the most painful one is a boy-girl relationship.
many of us when we are in our mid-teens start searching for the true love.and we do succeed in finding love, not "true" love.
and many yet times, these relationships are a big part of our lives.because when the love fails, we are bound to learn a lot.i've seen many people undergoing this experience..and now i understand why it's so very important(especially for girls.boys are exceptional cases).

when we are in love, we are happy.so happy that we are always smiling to ourselves thinking about how cutely the man said"hello" yesterday.we are assured that in any situation,come rain or shine, we have a broad strong shoulder to lean on for support.we know that we'll be comforted with a bear cosy hug always, which makes us feel more special.
we always have a longing to go to school the minute we step into the house.

and the comfort,the assurance,the hug,the secret-smiles,the after-bed phone-calls,the help in picking up dropped notebooks, is all something which is a treat in life(i'm talking about a girl's life).
it's a treat which we enjoy so much that we want more and more of it.but when it is nomore..the sweetness is gone.
its vanished into thin air.
and when it all ends..life ends..that's when we realize that love can be found in every other human being, but "true" love can be found only in one person.
the search for that person is a long journey which, most of us initiate at a very early stage.but later realize all this..
some of us always live in that hope..
the hope of acquainting true love..living,longing for the day we come acroos "it"....

Happy birthday, chocolate hero!

this blog is dedicated to MY chocolate hero.i wished him really late on his birthday and i feel very bad cause...well..because.
he is THE person in my life.a person who has been with right from my innocent days..and who has helped me grow into a young girl with self-confidance.
a person who can assure me that i can do well in a math test;who will call me paatima;who will listen to all my problems.
a person who i respect more than any homosapien;a person who is a guardian angel.


i just don't know how i can punish myself for that..seriously.
karthina, i swear i did not do it intentionally.
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.

happy birthday once aain.

i love you lotttssssss.

I loweee zeeees!

1. Black! -the best thing/color that happened to the world.

2. LIP-GLOSS -Ask Abhilasha or Shubhankar.They know best.

3. Dogs- AWWWWWEEE.

4. Short denim skirts-OK.FINE.

5. Music.Specially A.R.Rehman- Life.

6. Silence- After all the noise I've heard,I believe there can be silence in this world.Little, at least.

7. Hugs- Who said smile is the best medicine??

8. Craziness- Life can't not get boring.PLEASE.

9. Situations where tears speak.

10. Blogs- I louurrvee writing.

11. iPods- Thank You, Steve Jobs!

12. Books- Knowledge.I need more of it.

13. Talking,talking and talking- I told you, I've already heard a lot of noise!

14. Beaches- Can the world get more beautiful?

15. Holidays- Tranquility.Lazyness.Yay the mind!

16. Spiral notebooks- I've no CLUE!

17. Food- Lots and lots.

18. Emotions: sadness,love,pride,carefree-ness- Complete life.

19. Walks- With Karnika.

20. Poetry- Addiction.

And,
If I were a thing,I think I'd like myself the most!

=p

Favourite of Songs.

Of all the songs that I've heard,I like a very few of them.
because these are the kind of songs I can relate to,smile while listening,and I mostly like them because of the meaning in it.

1. "Kudai illa naream paarthu
kotti pogum mazhaiyai pola,
azhaga ennai ninaithu,idhu dhan
kaadhal endrale"
-Sachien.
It's toooo beautiful for words.

2. "unmai umai aanal,kaneer mozhi aagum,
penmai oomai aanal,naanam mozhi aagum"
-Mozhi.
The truth.

3. "Vellai pookal,uzhagan engum,
malargame..
Vidiyum bhoomi,amaidhikkaga,
Vizhugame..."(i'm not sure of the lyrics.)
-Kannathil muthamittal.
A.R.Rehman, you ROCK.like TOTALLY.

4. "Kuch toh hua hai,
kuch ho gaya hai.
Do char din se..lagte aise...!"
-Kal ho na ho.
Whoooooosheeeeeeeee!!

5. "Paechellam thaalattu pola,
ennai uranga vaikka nee illai.
dhinamum oru mutham thandhu,
kaalai coffee koduka nee illai.
Vizhiyil vilum dhoosi kannai,
aval eduka nee ingu illai.
Manadhil ezhum kulappam
kannai theerkka,nee inge illlaiii"
-Jillinnu Oru Kaadhal.
..... 7 ..... I have no clue why I like this part of new york nagaram.
But A.R.Rehman just rocks soooo much,i tell you.

6. "Vinnodu mezha satham enna?
mannodu chinna kural enna?
engae dhan sendrayo?ippodhu vandhayo?
Sollamal vandhadhu pol,illamal povayo.
thappamal meendum sandhipayo?
Nee varumbodhu!Naan maraivaena!!
-Mazhai.
Rain is tooo beautiful,ya.

7."Ragasiya kanavugal, jal jal
en imaigalai kazhuvidhu, sol sol
Ilamaiyil ilamaiyil, jil jil-en
irudhaiyum nazhuvudhu, sel sel"
-Bheema.
Mostly liked, "ragasiya kanavugal...!".