circle

I don't know

I don't know if

I'm running into it or

away from it

The city is lit up

purple, blue, gold

it appears like a circle

everything is, afterall.

Its a sign-

a sign telling me to enter the

big mad circle,

to see it all-once and for all

but why do I just keep

standing outside it?

I do not know

or maybe I do

but again..thats a mad world

I will see it all-

one day

but help me get through today first

Blue Bokeh... The beginning of seven Magical days..

All it took was my electric green bag, my warm brown muffler, and vanilla ice-cream.

Singing in my head, I strolled into the twinkling neon-blue lights-the blue bokeh-which led me to the foggy delhi winter night- a dream which I lived for seven whole days.

I don't know how many people have experienced laughing truly from the bottom of their heart, loving people like that is all there is, talking through the chill night with a beer in the hand and listening to a voice which spoke about villas and expensive cigars.... living without a care in the world..

I experienced all this with those four amazing people.

We saw it all-from swanky mall of Gurgaon to shit holes in Delhi-6. From discovering a tea kadai in Galleria to shopping at CP.

It would, definitely, be impossible to write about everything that we did but let me just say that I felt lucky to spend time with all three of them- for different reasons.

Kiren-because he's this big brother who I can fight with ALL the time. Because the very thought of Kiren makes me smile and I only want to slap him.

Varun Suresh-it's this instant liking and an immediate bond which I never expected would be this beautiful. honestly, one of the most genuine people I've ever met.

Varun Vasudevam-because he's MagicMan. And that says it all.

We travelled in the metro and Poorva thought Madras and Chennai are two different places.

And Sandeep got fooled about the high speed wi-fi in "haridwar".

And the nights of balcony philosophy..aahhh...unbelievably beautiful. We would take strawberried, lychee juice, and quilts and sit outside, and talk about just..everything.

(oh yes, kiren stole one bottle of beer)

Few people are there to stay in your life, and you don't need any written assuarance for that. It is throught simple gestures like a tight hug before you go to bed, or leaning on your shoulder at night, and talking to you about dreams, that you know that this person will always be there for you.

There are few things in life which cannot be described in words 'cause I believe that the deepest of emotions which has touched your heart becomes so special that it stays inside you forever, shining like the blue bokeh..

Given a chance I wouldn't want to live another dream similar to this one simply because there just cannot be another one. This was all that should ever be..

And this was The Seven Magical Days of my life..

P.S: I love you all more than you could ever imagine in your whole life.

the wake up call.

i woke up with my eyes closed,

thinking it's going to be just 

another day.

and i opened the doors of my 

balcony, and allowed the morning air

to brush my face and wake me up

with the magic it casts.

and that's when i heard the sound of 

the rain,

my eyes opened in an instant,

and i saw two tiny feet

dancing, wearing pink shoes

and holding a hand which seemed

rather gigantic.

the song of the raindrops

took me through a journey,

and i realized what beauty IS.

and slowly... it stopped.

the rain was no more,

but i believe

the beauty still exists.

open your eyes,

let the morning air brush your face,

you'll see it-

right there, in your face.

hope.

my eyes are closed,

and i run and run

through the lush green

forest.

i can hear only the chirping of the

early bird, and the dance of

the crystal water.

and i continue to run.

when my eyes open,

i get stinged by the darkness,

but i can see a candle somehwere,

and i stop.

hope, there is some.

in front of me,

within you.

a girl's song.

you are what i see in the dark,
it's your hand which i want to
hold on to when i tremble and
fall,
i want to live my life with you,
i want to die seeing the tenderness
in your eyes,
it's not just a prayer that im
singing to you,
its a special song from the most
secretive place in my body-my heart.
i want you, baby.
dont you understand?
you are all that i have,
and you are all that i want.
i want you , baby.
dont you understand?

holding on

its been a year,
and i still can't believe it.

that morning-
when everything was perfect,
and everyone were merry,
and when the flow was just
setting in,
oh brother,
you waved good bye to us.

you started your journey
to the most divine destination,
and we, took the sharpest turn
of our lives.

yet, our heart is with you,
and our blood is one,
and we'll be together.
as always.

love you..

take me

as the day gets longer,
the night gets gloomier,
and i jus want to see the stars..

there's so much beauty-
yet to be discovered,
what am i doing here?

take me there,
up there,
where it's dark and
there's light,
and where i can the stars..

show me love,
show me beauty,
show me peace,
will you?

there's so much beauty-
yet to be discovered,
what am i doing here?